First week of school!

I started NWACC full-time this week.

My schedule is:

College Algebra 8-9:15 (Monday and Wednesday)
English Comp 1 10:30-11:45 (Monday and Wednesday)
Anatomy and Physciology 1 1:00-3:50 (Monday and Wednesday)
General Pshycology 4:30-5:45 (Monday, Wednesday, and Friday)

The first week went GREAT! I absolutely love it =)

Been a While

I was telling a friend this morning that I had a blog, and that I hadn't updated it in awhile. I'm kind of ashamed, 12 days.....a lot can happen in 12 days! Fortunately, life has been quite boring and almost nothing has happened the last 12 days.

• I start school Monday (the 24th). I'm ready to be busy and doing something purposeful but I wouldn't go as far as to say I'm ready for school.
• We found a house to rent. We should be moving in the next three weeks or so....wooo fun
• My bestie left for school.......SAAAAAD day.
• THE END

The Last week

This week has been a pretty amazing week! I finished my other summer class and am showing a 4.0 on my transcript =]

Lala and I hung out a lot which is tons of fun.

I baby sat some, but not too much.

I got to sleep in this morning.

My boyfriend proved to me this week that he is an awesome bf and he told me that although he was kinda doubtful at first that this relationship would work, he is now fully confident that we can and will make this work and is look forward to continuing in this. He is so amazing and I'm loving our relationship and him more and more everyday! Can't till I can see him =]

I think that's about it.........GREAT WEEK!

Thx 4 readin
Cider

All is right.....for now

After my last blog, I stayed up until 5 AM at which time I sent Matt and Laura home and I went to sleep. I slept completely undisturbed until 11 and did not get out of bed until one. At this point I showered and then got back into my pajama's and did nothing except talk to colin, eat, watch tv, and play on the computer until 8:30. Now, may I note here that in general I am a very busy person and I expend a fairly large amount of energy during the day so sitting around doing nothing all day was basically torture. So when 8:30 rolled around, I was tired of being bored so I got a list together and headed to Walmart. Then Laura and I started talking and she invited me over to chill in the jacuzzi, so I did =] I got home right around midnight. It is now one and I'm talking to Colin and wishing one of us was tired so we could go to bed.....but we're not. I have to be up by 5:45 in the morning.....this is so not cool, well the fact that I'm talking to my favorite person ever is amazing but the fact that's its this late and I need sleep and I have less than five hours to get that sleep is not cool.



So to explain my title, all is well. Everything that was going on in my head yesterday is either gone or makes sense now.


I am getting very excited about the possibility of seeing Colin in the near future. When I find out the date, I will figure out whether or not its going to work. I so hope it does. I love him and I'm ready to see him. I really do not want to wait another 9 months to see him. BUT, with that being said, if it doesn't work out, I will live and I will keep loving him and looking forward to the day that I can see him.


That's all I have to say.

Good night (well actually morning) all


Thx 4 readin
Cider

End of summer =]

Yesterday, Friday July 31st, officially was the last day of my summer. Now normally, this would be a bad and sad thing. For me however, it is not! I have worked all summer (by choice of course) and thoroughly enjoyed it......okay, except for the part of having practically no free time or time for myself. Now, thanks to God's blessings, I do not have a demanding job (most days) and therefore survivved the last three months with the majority of my sanity left. SO! To celebrate the beginning of my fall schedule, I'm taking a day off. I'm staying up 2nite with Laura and Matt and then when they leave at 5 (haha for them), I'm going to bed and sleeping until I wake up. If that's noon, great. If that's 5 2nite, great. If that's tomorrow morning for church, great! One sad part is that I'm dogsitting and will have to get up around 9,12,5, and 7 to take care of the dogs, but it takes a whole two seconds and i think i'll survive =]


So yesterday brought two doses of good news.

1. I passed my final for my intro to life sciences class!
2. I found out that my boyfriend will be in the states for a few days in the near future. IF the details workout in my favor, I'm taking a roadtrip and will get to see him! So excited, but also unfortunately doubting that it will actually workout in my favor.

With that being said.................I ended today not really being okay. Yes, I had all these external motivators to be happy but deep inside I was not okay. I'm not really sure what's going inside my head. I know without a doubt that I miss Colin like freakin CRAZY! I know that I'm glad to be done with summer school. I'm kinda excited, kinda nervous about starting full time school in the fall. I'm nervous about things going on in my family but am trying to trust that God will provide and take care of all of us. I'm very greatful for the friendships that I've established, reconnected, and strengthened this summer. That's all I can really express right now, but I know there's more cuz I wouldn't be not okay over any of this. Oh the complexity of my stupid little brain...ha.

I think that's all for now. Might update again later =]

Thx 4 readin
Cider