All is right.....for now

After my last blog, I stayed up until 5 AM at which time I sent Matt and Laura home and I went to sleep. I slept completely undisturbed until 11 and did not get out of bed until one. At this point I showered and then got back into my pajama's and did nothing except talk to colin, eat, watch tv, and play on the computer until 8:30. Now, may I note here that in general I am a very busy person and I expend a fairly large amount of energy during the day so sitting around doing nothing all day was basically torture. So when 8:30 rolled around, I was tired of being bored so I got a list together and headed to Walmart. Then Laura and I started talking and she invited me over to chill in the jacuzzi, so I did =] I got home right around midnight. It is now one and I'm talking to Colin and wishing one of us was tired so we could go to bed.....but we're not. I have to be up by 5:45 in the morning.....this is so not cool, well the fact that I'm talking to my favorite person ever is amazing but the fact that's its this late and I need sleep and I have less than five hours to get that sleep is not cool.



So to explain my title, all is well. Everything that was going on in my head yesterday is either gone or makes sense now.


I am getting very excited about the possibility of seeing Colin in the near future. When I find out the date, I will figure out whether or not its going to work. I so hope it does. I love him and I'm ready to see him. I really do not want to wait another 9 months to see him. BUT, with that being said, if it doesn't work out, I will live and I will keep loving him and looking forward to the day that I can see him.


That's all I have to say.

Good night (well actually morning) all


Thx 4 readin
Cider