End of summer =]

Yesterday, Friday July 31st, officially was the last day of my summer. Now normally, this would be a bad and sad thing. For me however, it is not! I have worked all summer (by choice of course) and thoroughly enjoyed it......okay, except for the part of having practically no free time or time for myself. Now, thanks to God's blessings, I do not have a demanding job (most days) and therefore survivved the last three months with the majority of my sanity left. SO! To celebrate the beginning of my fall schedule, I'm taking a day off. I'm staying up 2nite with Laura and Matt and then when they leave at 5 (haha for them), I'm going to bed and sleeping until I wake up. If that's noon, great. If that's 5 2nite, great. If that's tomorrow morning for church, great! One sad part is that I'm dogsitting and will have to get up around 9,12,5, and 7 to take care of the dogs, but it takes a whole two seconds and i think i'll survive =]


So yesterday brought two doses of good news.

1. I passed my final for my intro to life sciences class!
2. I found out that my boyfriend will be in the states for a few days in the near future. IF the details workout in my favor, I'm taking a roadtrip and will get to see him! So excited, but also unfortunately doubting that it will actually workout in my favor.

With that being said.................I ended today not really being okay. Yes, I had all these external motivators to be happy but deep inside I was not okay. I'm not really sure what's going inside my head. I know without a doubt that I miss Colin like freakin CRAZY! I know that I'm glad to be done with summer school. I'm kinda excited, kinda nervous about starting full time school in the fall. I'm nervous about things going on in my family but am trying to trust that God will provide and take care of all of us. I'm very greatful for the friendships that I've established, reconnected, and strengthened this summer. That's all I can really express right now, but I know there's more cuz I wouldn't be not okay over any of this. Oh the complexity of my stupid little brain...ha.

I think that's all for now. Might update again later =]

Thx 4 readin
Cider